brain she lived six weeks out of? that she had 3 good weeks the 4th week she did not know me or her grand kids the 5th week she had a seizure and never woke again my mom died june 23 i buried her on june 26 i was strong for my kids and my family but now it just hit me my mom is gone i want her back i dont know what to do someone please help me

You need to seek some professional help to get you through this. Consult a grief counselor through your doctor. I'm really sorry....=(

I'm so sorry for your loss, really.....i've had so many family members and friends die of cancer....and its been almost a year since my grandfather died from it and i'm still not over it.......my grandpa was just fine, he went to get a check up, and a few seconds later we find out he had cancer......after that he is moved to a hospice and the doctors gave up hope on him.....i was furious...he was given months to live, yet he barely lived 3 days...it was all so sudden.....the whole didnt really hit me until later..........just give it time.
........i learned to let go of all the anger, fear, and sadness and focused more on the happy moments i shared with my grandfather and how he made me a better person.
...it was hard to look at things from a different perspective, but i started thinking that now he's in a better place, free of the suffering he would've endured here.
I hope you feel better

I'm so very sorry, I went through the same thing with my husband cancer too. All I can say is as time goes on it will get better as you remember the good times and slowly forget the painful memories. What you are going through now is normal. Good luck to you and God bless.

my step dad had died alittle while ago
It helped me to talk about all the good times we had together. I loved him but u can' t help when god says it is time for them to go it is time. Just try to talk about her, it helped me maybe it will help u

Aw thats so sad! I'm VERY sorry for your loss. Just know she is in a better place with God. She's happy and she's finally home. She's not gone she's just moved to another address in heaven. She is in your heart forever. I can't say I know how you feel because I don't and I'm sorry I couldn't help more but just love your kids and be there for them do all you can for them while you're here like your mother probably did for you. Again I'm sorry for you loss she died a day before my 16th birthday...

Goodness. I wish there was something that I could say to help. I am so sorry for your loss.

im very sorry to hear that! try to go outand relax yourself.

Wow. That's terrible. Just remember the good. She'll always be with you in your heart.

I'm sorry for your loss Reggie, my thoughts are with you & your family.