...might get it and just live my life? it scares me so much and i sometimes wondering if all the schooling i'm doing now will just be a waste, i wonder if i should even bother getting married and having kids, i would hate to leave my family so soon. my dad died when i was 13 and i would hate to do that to my kids, and the whole idea of dying young really depresses the hell out of me, i know i may or may not get it. i'm 22 now and i just want to be able to live my life not being scared that it might hit me someday. please don't say anything to scare me, i do that enough to myself!
thanks for your ideas.